Wonder

We're not alone, we're a lotSeems like a togetherness, whenever we're around
Those laughs and tears
And smiles and silences
And conversations

I can see you lie
Yes, you do
Between your words, I can see
I keep stare at you
Even when you stop your story
Before you realize
Before you catch me
No one see, but me

I stare at you
And wondering
Why are you lying?
Why lie?

I stare at you
And make sure
Hope it's not a lie
But it is

I stare at you
Then you see me back
You got that look
You know you trapped

I stare at you
Give you that look
Smile and smirk
Then gaze into something else
Pretend it's nothing

I know you know that I know you lie
I know you know that I see it
But why?
why lie?

Then I understand that it doesn't matter
I know, if you lie, it means like I, We, don't deserve to know,
or too hard to explain, or it's embarrassing for you, 
or something else
I know you've been thinking of it
to not tell to anybody
to us
to me

But I can see you lie
And it's okay...


(This is a writing from March 2015 I just re-read from my 'sacred' book, and I think it's worth to post in here...)