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You used to be strong

You used to be sure of what you can do

Whenever you believe you can, you can

No matter what happened, you can handle it

But here you are now

At night

Staring at your ceiling

Crying

Realise that you've lost your power, your energy

To believe you can

To believe you're strong enough

To believe it was you

Crying

Because

You know no matter how hard you try now, you can't

You still can't

You're still not enough

But you can't blame anyone

Anything

You can't do anything to make it the same way

You're crying, wishing this is just a nightmare

That will end when you wake up

But still you're crying

Because now life is not like what you wish, you want

No matter how hard you try, you still feel not enough

Maybe God wants you to rest for a while

So He sent you to the lower place--Giving the top to others because it is their time to be on top--

Just incase you need something to lean on

Then you don't need so hard to hold on