Hey.

Hey, what’re ya doin?

Taking my time to relax?

I mean, what are you doin? Looks like you’re doing random things.

...

It’s okay.

You know.. I’m trying.

Everything?

No. Not really everything. Just doin what’s possible for me to do.

I see.

I sell a lot of things, and there’s more I want to sell.

I know.

Hey, you know that I always wanted to sell my product in eco friendly way right? It ended up in failure because it cost a lot of money and I don’t think people would buy. So I never start again yet.

You’re waiting for the right time. I know.

...

Does it make me looks like it isn’t me? Selling a lot of things without focusing on just one?

I’m not saying.

But your eyes are.

... (holding tears)

Hhh, I’m a mess, ya know...?

We all are.

Please don’t judge, but, I feel tired. I don’t know why...

It’s ok to be tired. We’re all struggling.

I feel like I’m never ever be enough. Doin random things. Have no purpose.

You have a good handsome son, remember?

Yeah... he’s already a good kid, though. He blessed. I don’t even have to try so hard.

Ya, he’s so blessed because he has a mother like you.

(Can’t handle tears)

I love my son so much that I’m afraid if I can’t ever be enough.

We all are always trying.

But it doesn’t mean that his presence add more trouble in my life. No. Being in a marriage, have a kid, are a blessing that deserve to be grateful for.

I know.

I’m just tired of myself. But not because of my little family.

I know.

...

...

But why people are so noisy?

I don’t know. But don’t worry about it. They’ll understand.

Yeah. They’ll understand.

...

Hey...

Yes?

Thank you.

Anytime.