October 18, 2023

'Bring Me Back The Memories'

 "Bring me back the memories", you said

Then I said, "Srsly"


Which I wanted to mean with...

Is this srsly you?

In this chaotic morning when my mind and my heart are not in the mood of anything

Is this the notification that has name of you?

Is this srsly really you who send me this?


Suddenly something brings me back to a morning from long time ago with the same name pop up in the notification on my phone and end up with it was a song that made my whole life and I still remember the feeling even until now


Again, are you really send me a message?

Out of the blue

When nothing ever happened or ever spoken again between us for quite a long time

I mean why

Even after all this time

Is this really you yourself?


And I open the notification with no doubt and exciting feeling, wondering WHAT DOES HE SEND ME OUT OF THE BLUE IN THIS KIND OF MORNING AND MOOD? BUT I CAN'T HELP I'M HAPPY REALLY HAPPY BUT I'M SACRED I DON'T WANNA RUIN THIS BUT IT'S SO WRONG BUT I'M HAPPY BUT JUST LET'S NOT RUIN EVERYTHING STAY STILL OK


(How bad you still are, oh dear self. Can't lie you still feeling butterfly)


So I open the message you sent

It's a video -I assume it's a piece of your daily basis- with the sound of song clip

It's Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me


~been here all along,

So why can't you see?

You belong with me~

With the caption 'bring me back the memories'


And just like that

How easy you made my morning


You said, "bring me back the memories"

I say, I live with those memories, every single day

You never know


Instead, I replied with another thing

Not to make it serious

Not to make it about it

Not to make it about us

Just like the old days

I tend to send the topics to another way

I lie to myself again, always

If it's about you

Even after all this time


But thank you

For still remember me

And for the memories

I hope it brings you all the good ones